Wanting isn't enough.

I just want this fat off of me, I don't want to be self conscious of my body anymore. I just want to be happy with my body. Things are going great in my life, except that I look like a tub of lard. So frustrated with myself. I"m going on a holiday at the end of the year. I need to be bikini ready by then. This calls for drastic measures. I need this. -Kayla <3