This past week has been a beyond lazy week. Food wise and with just life in general.
I haven't weighed since I last posted, but I've most probably put all of the previous weeks weight back on, and probably more.
This week I've been eating what I want, when I want. Even if I'm not hungry.
I think it's because I've been angry at myself for other stuff which is leading to me not caring. About anything.
I've been comforting myself, saying 'I'll undo all of this when I start my diet in August'. It's only a few days away, so hopefully the damage isn't too horrid.
So, yes, my August diet. I'm going to be restricting HEAPS more than I usually do, throughout August. PLUS I'm going to try and burn everything off, since I won't be eating that much anyway.
For the first week, I'm going to be eating 100 cals, then 200, then 300, and well, you get the gist. I've got my diet plan worked out for the first week, but I can't think of anything for the second week.. and anything after that.
I've also decided that I'm going to be posting my food diaries on here EVERYDAY. Hopefully it's another incentive to stick to this. But I'm super confident that I will stick to it. My goal is to be at 65kg by the end of August. Which is my GW4. It's most definitely possible, and I am determined to accomplish it.
In other news, I'm pretty sure I'm going to get kicked out of school.. For not attending enough. Stupid anxiety >.< I've been looking into homeschooling though. Maybe my parents will let me do that.. if not.. then I'm screwed.. :'\
My next post will probably be on the 1st of August, of my food journal, starting weight, ect.
Until then,
Stay beautifully strong,
-Kayla <3
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