I just want an apology

So. I have obviously been doing horribly. Obvious because the lack of posts.

But today came the motivation that I needed.

My dad went skits at me for no reason. I was just going to the kitchen for a snack (I think I may have B.E.D.) and he started having a go at me.

He told me to fuck off. He was getting really worked  up. I just stared him down for a few seconds and came into my bedroom. He has a history of hitting me. So I'm not taking my chances with him.

But anyway. I've come to the conclusion that everyone is more peaceful when I'm starving. So that is what I shall do. Starve.

I am going to continue starving, plus acting as if he doesn't exist; until he apologizes to me.

So, I'm not eating for the rest of the day. Then tomorrow I'll be starting the ABC diet. But I don't have to meet the calorie limit everyday. Just as long as I don't go over. :)
So, before work tomorrow, I'll have a 59 calories yogurt, then a 37 cal fruit bag after work. But not letting them see me eat.
So the aim of this game is to make them think I am eating nothing. Or little to nothing. They will not have the privileged of seeing the little amount of calories that I do consume. Like I will be. But I am going to make my parents, especially my dad, suffer with worry and guilt.



I just want to scream. I need to get away from here. I'm too fat for any of my clothes though.


Get ready for daily blogs of ABC again! :)


Make them worry.
-Kayla <3