After I posted that huge rant of a post the other day; I had a nap. It calmed me down. Which is nice. But that meant that I didn't have that fight and anger in me still, to follow out the plan.
So, I'm still not back on track.
I've decided I'm not aloud to write another blog after this until I have at least one good day.
I am so over this shit. I am over my failure.
I've gained a ridiculous amount of weight. I don't even want to post what I weighed in at this morning :\ .. I'll post my weight when I'm back on track. So then I'll be losing it so I won't be so ashamed. I just can't right now.
None of my clothes fit again. Or they fit grossly. I'm full on fat again.
Wish me luck, in this endless battle.
-Kayla <3
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