Rants

It's seriously like my family doesn't even care that I'm trying to lose weight and be healthy.. like they sit in front of me eating fricken mountains on ice-cream. Like I'm not tempted by it but seriously. And they serve unhealthy dinners and have loads of junk food in the kitchen. It's like they don't even care about their bodies. They're all obese and they're not even trying to do anything about it. It just annoys me. And to be honest it kind of embarrasses me to be with them in public. They're great thinspo though. I just have to watch them eat and it turns me right off.

My parents keep saying they're going to get some equipment for me to use but they just keep putting it off :\
I spoke to my mum about joining a gym but she doesn't want me to I suppose.. I think she might be jealous that I'm trying to do something about my weight and have quite a large result. Like that's so obnoxious to say, but I feel that kind of vibe coming from her.

I know all of that is horrible to say, but I just wish they would try and do something about their weight.. I've tried getting them to diet (normally) with me and all that but nope, they wouldn't budge.

Don't take me wrong. I love them. But I just, just ughh.

Sorry for the huge rant. I just needed to get my feelings and frustrations out.

Lets move on now shall we?

First of all; sorry I haven't posted in so long! I haven't really had anything interesting to blog about really..

I've been losing weight everyday for a while now :) BUT I weighed myself this morning and I put on 0.2kg/0.44 lb. because I ate so so so so soooo much yesterday >.<

I want to be 70kg/154.32 lb. by the 23rd of May :) So in order to be that I need to lose 7.4kg/16.31 lb. in a little under 6 weeks.

Aww, I just had a beautiful moment with my sister :) It put me in a better mood <3 And makes me want to backspace on all the horrible things I typed up there.. :\ 

Ughh. I feel so fat today. I just want to be skinny! Why can't I get there sooner?! But when I do get to my goal weight I'm going to be all un-toned if I don't start exercising. Ughh.

Oh by the way, I just remembered that I was going to start taking pictures of all the calorie foods I eat. I'll post a blog of them every day so stay tuned ;)

I better stop boring you and leave you to your day :P

Stay strong my pretty's :)
-Kayla <3