I feel like my two 'best friends' at school are going off on their own and having fun. Like they don't want me around anymore. That hurts.
But at the same time, I'm kind of happy about it. For me, it means I won't feel guilty when I move on. I've wanted to try out a different school for a while now, and I think this is my opportunity.
I'm going to talk to the youth worker at school tomorrow. I don't know how to word it though. I'm thinking something along the lines of; "So you know how we were talking the other day. About school and stuff. I think maybe you're right. Like I don't know about the challenging part, but I don't know.. I feel like I maybe want to try going to a different school..?" How does that sound?.. Any suggestions would be appreciated. :)
Anyway, now to my eating and what not. Today, all I've had is a large orange and water. That filled me up quite a lot. But I'm still getting head spins when I stand up >.<
I'm saving all of my calories that I'm aloud to have today on 'The Skinny Girl Diet' for tonight, because we're having a roast chicken with roast veggies and what not.
On another note; I am craving white bread and watermelon so bad! D: (not together of course ;P)
Now on to exercise.. hmm.. It hasn't been THAT great.. I've been doing 100-500 sit up/crunches a day. And different kind of leg lift exercises. But I haven't really been doing any cardio >.< I wish I had a treadmill or exercise bike or something.. I really need to do some though.. What do you guys do?
Oh and my weight as of this morning is 78.5kg/173.06 lb. My reward for reaching 75kg/165.34 lb. is white skinnies :) or if not, just something I want. Maybe something to help me with exercise? :)
Sorry for the long post :3
Stay strong and believe in yourself :)
-Kayla <3
*Thinspiration found on google images*
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